I've been MEANING to post more. I've been contemplating some LARGE and some small things in life...all of significant significance...I just don't have the words yet to express what I am wrestling/grappling/ learning/ deconstructing/ experiencing....I'm working on it though. All I know is that sometimes God is so big...you can barely see HIM....because we are blinded by our own vision. I've been practicing being quiet...like last week I sat for an hour without moving, reading, writing, looking around...etc....that might have been the longest I've ever been awake and quiet....I want God to know I want to hear His voice. I want Him to know I'm serious....and along with that....I want to show myself I am serious, so when I go to tell the world about this God that speaks, this God that listens, this God that came down and lived among us and then decided to send His Spirit to dwell within us...that I know that, that I experience that, that I live the truth of that on a daily basis. You are all such an inspiration and blessing to our family. Your prayers are coveted...
Ryan
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